So... you might be wondering what happened to me. well, I had my baby boy, Nixon Mose. And if I thought it was hard blogging with just one baby it's nearly impossible finding the time with two. I'm not sure when and how often I'll be updating on here but i'm hoping i'll get the hang of thing and start posting more frequently again.

that being said let me tell you about Nixon. He is my little lover boy. He is perfect, Huge, cuddly,  and absolutely adorable. I couldn't ask for a more amazing baby. He cuddles me all night long and i wake up to his adorable little man child smiles. He stole my heart right away with is gentil disposition.

He was born May 26th, weighing 9 1/2 pounds. He is a big boy for sure. I'm not sure how he fit in my tiny body. I had him just like I did with Jovi, at home in a birthing tub. I did every thing completely natural and wouldn't have it any other way. My labor was completely different then with Jovi. In fact it was pretty strange and surreal the whole time. I had no idea I was in labor and didn't really feel any pain right up until the very end. He was so big that he got stuck pretty badly and it was super scary for a few mins. His shoulders were just way to big for me. Thankfully, my mid wife was able to get him out safely and everything was ok.

the pas few months i've just been settling into my new role, mommy of two!! it's been crazy around here but it's really not as hard as I anticipated.  Jovi adores her little brother. all she wants to do is hold him and kiss him. I just need to remind her to be gental.